lol i dont even know what I am doing at this point. I just randomly think that the internet is an attractive solution to all my problems, my biggest enemy and my fear: ME.I dont study even when i want to and need to. Just looks boring and procrastination just has its way with me. All that i want to do is watch movies n stuff on the net, spend pointless time on my phone, think is about junkt food and constantly thinking about how bad i look. My hair, my skin, my annoyingly front denteta. My room is a mess, just like my life. No goal, no direction. I feel miserable deep down but just continue loafing around and momentarily happy whne im with people. Till when will this continue? I think i need a psychiatrist. I dont even have a word for this diesease, oh wait... laziness i think. And whats worse, it aint even a disease in a book. Addictive like coke(not that ive tried it) and an infinite loop in an abysmal  quagmire where i am afraid of being stuck for the rest of my life. God, please save me, from ME.